Normally looking at pictures of my past upsets me. Seeing who I was. That I was an overweight kid who did nothing but read and play video games. I wanted to push myself away from that person I was. He had no friends and was lame.
But... you know what? The friends he did have, really liked him. He enjoyed playing games, and was happy. And that kid would be getting in to college right now. And... that kid never had to try to be someone he wasn't. I miss being made fun of. At least I was being made fun of for who I was, and not praised for who I'm not.
I miss my best friends. And I miss my WoW buddies. And I miss school coming to me effortlessly. I want my life back. Do these stupid mistakes I made have to follow me everyday?
Old pictures upset me more now. I was great. Fml.
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