Yesterday was interesting. I woke up and went to school. That wasn't very eventful. Though, I did trash my room deciding what clothes to wear. I have been trying really hard to not wear clothes that make me look/feel lazy. I have been wearing sweat pants daily for weeks now.
After much controversy I decided on Sleep pants. Oh yeah, that was definitely less lazy looking. But I got funny comments all day, and that made me pretty happy. I felt like I existed all day. So second period I asked Kenzie to skip and come visit me in Weiss'. We caught up (I hadn't attended school in a week) and stuff loudly while my class was going on. Weiss would only ever let us do that. :)
We both decided to skip 3rd. This came about because Kenzie decided she was in dire need of a nap and a back rub. I thought she had fallen asleep so I stopped and she looked at me angrily with a pretty awesome, "What the fuck?" face. I decided to skip 3rd because I hate Boesch and frankly if I he made me upsets I was likely to just leave anyway.
I then skipped 4th! I went into Human Systems, bullshitted with the teacher for a few minutes and then asked her if I could just leave. And just as any other teacher in the building she let me do whatever I wanted to. So I went down to Kenzie's lunch in which we both skipped going to the cafeteria and went to her English teachers class. I talked to Jared and her and that's always fun and relaxing. Around them I feel pretty great.
We made plans to do -something- later. Something was undetermined and was aimed at a mall. But I really honestly, had no desire to go to a mall. Ever.
So we made plans to go to Kenzie's and play Mario Cart. This was awesome for lots of reasons. No mall, kicking Jared's ass at Mario Cart, going to Kenzie's house, and other reasons I can't think of.
Calculus! This class is always filled with fun. And by fun I mean Kenzie and I flirt with each other, smile, and talk with friends. Kenzie told me she liked me in a good mood. And that I should be in one more often. I then decided to be in a good mood no matter what. Well, that lasted a while. . .
After much debate and pissing off of my parents we all decided to go with my family to drop nick off then jared then go to kenzie's. Yeah I decided to stop capitalizing names.
Anywho. I got really shy at Kenzie's. This was weird for a lot of reasons. I am never shy. Ever. Kenzie and Jared are a few of the only people I actually -am- comfortable around. And, I mean. . . I'm Collin. Seriously just ask people at school. It's just not me.
Anywho. After playing for a while and kicking ass, everytime I looked up Kenzie was smiling at me. Which is normal she smiles at about fucking anything. (it's cute for now) But then she started being cute. Kenzie does this occasionally. But she was being flirty and she started texting me. (to keep jared out)
She told me she liked me and she definitely wanted to kiss me when she got the chance. (Jared isn't on top of us. (Oh, and long story short this scenario basically happened at my house, I wasn't about to not have this happen, again))
Jared eventually filled with liquids had to go to the bathroom. At which point we kissed. She's adorable. The nervousness, is cute, and truly something I'm not used to. I'm always the one who is nervous. (I seem to have 10000000x the moral fiber of people I've dated) But she was. I liked that, it showed it meant -something-. We kissed more at random convenient times. It was cute.
We ordered Chinese! We ate Chinese! And then I left.
At this point. I was determined to change my life. To stop fucking around with school and really try. I started writing letters to my teachers apologizing for my stupidity and doing all missing work for the entire quarter.
Kenzie then texted me a few hours later. She said she had told her ex boyfriend about what had happened. Which made me sigh. Longest story of my life short, she is confused. She likes me, I like her, but neither of us are over our most recent relationship. Which is fine.
Just stressful, and kind of annoying. I liked kissing Kenzie. We should do that more. Kenzie>anyone I have ever kissed. Kassie was a good kisser, but the feeling was non existent. Ashley there was feeling, but she wasn't very good. =/ Gretchen it was weird, I felt like I was cheating on Kassie.
With Kenzie, it was feeling filled, she's a good kisser, and she cares about me. And she's intelligent. And that, is awesome.
I'm done ranting. I really don't expect anyone to read this. I kinda hope people don't. *shrug* haha.
I am going to go play black ops nao. Tomorrow I am going to the mall to talk to Kenzie, hopefully. This could either be awesome or another day of mindfuck. Wish me luck. Kenzie always talks about God, he should help.
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