Garfield.

Literally, this has nothing to do with Garfield. It was just in my head. So, from this moment on. I will no longer speak of Ashley. Here, or elsewhere. I decided this will be best. She is completely impossible to talk to and no matter how much I try to reason her, it's impossible. She is killing me and taking pride in it. So, I am done with her. All love is gone from her eyes and that is my que to just leave it alone. Forever apparently means 364 days. Yes, tomorrow would be our one year anniversary. Hence I made plans. But, those aren't happening apparently. So tomorrow will be hard for me.

I am apparently possibly maybe going to go play black ops with Greyson. Yay for killing peoples when pissed. Awesome.

I for once. Don't have any desire to inflict physical harm on myself. This is something I will think more about later. It's really -that- peculiar of a feeling.

That's suck huh?

Yeah. My life blows sometimes. At least it's not totally self caused!?

lol.

I love typing like this. Emphasis Emphasis Emphasis.